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Weekends used to be when I got everything done I didn’t have time for during the workweek. So often now, I have to just stop and rest. I’ve got the ideas for how to write out stories right now, but not the right headspace to write them.

There’s so many things I want to do, including put together those story or poetry collections and I know just how to do it too, but the energy’s just not there. It’s frustrating and yet, I feel like that lesson I learned in childhood that just accepting and choosing to rest is still important. If you’re stressed and guilty while resting, you don’t come out refreshed on the other side of it. If you actually stop and break and accept it, you feel better afterward.

A hard lesson sometimes, to stop and rest.

That said, I was gifted with a 2-day pass to crunchyroll for the purpose of watching the first episode of the Fifteen adaptation and I loved it. Sooooooo much. I love little bundle of fierceness Chuuya, his belief he’s going to keep growing (awww, nope, you’re done, kid), and his protectiveness of the Sheep. Also, his distaste for the Port Mafia specifically because they bathed Yokohama in blood and violence under the previous boss, which puts into perspective some of his later protectiveness of the city. He just really is a protective personality in general, I think, and chooses to use his gleeful love of destruction against targets he feels merit it and are harming people or places he cares about. Interesting. To me anyway.

I love how he rejects the label of king so strongly and how he absolutely loved going up against Hirotsu, and he kicked Dazai in the face! And picked up on the suicidal thing instantly at the first warning sign and they’re absolutely delightful bickering!

Ugh, I’m just so happy right now.

I thought about rewatching Dead Apple while I have the opportunity but instead braved the first episode of Yuri on Ice because every red flag for a potential favorite character is waving in Yuri Plisetsky’s direction, so here’s hoping I make it through the incredible amounts of secondhand embarrassment the first few episodes of an anime always seem to have. (Why? Can’t any of them just skip that part? :headdesk: )

Tomorrow, I have to do taxes and sort out how bad did I screw over my finances when I bought essentials on payday, so I can send off bill money. And I even forgot to buy some things, soooo that’s gonna be interesting. I don’t recommend living paycheck to paycheck. This is where getting on publishing a few hundred poems would be a good thing. Get right on that.

I still have that list of 8 people I intended to properly write after my negligent, hi y’all, I can barely function phase. Hopefully tomorrow?

Well, here’s hoping you’re all having a lovely weekend!

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So I just need to finish 2 more BSD fics to get Bungou Stray Dogs above the fold on my dashboard’s top fandoms list.

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I wrote two K fics and received one K and one BSD and they're both amazing!

Wrote

This Was My First Love (3564 words) by Remember When
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: K (Anime)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Fushimi Saruhiko/Yata Misaki
Characters: Fushimi Saruhiko, Yata Misaki
Additional Tags: Alpha/Omega, Alpha!Fushimi Saruhiko, Omega!Yata Misaki, Dubious Consent, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Sex Doesn't Solve Anything, fighting leads to sex, Knotting, Heat Sex, Estranged Mates, Porn with Feelings, Nonconsensual Knotting, Unresolved Arguments, Canon Divergent, Marking, Biting, Arguments about Consent Issues
Summary:

The adrenaline rush of fighting Misaki was always the same, pleasure and violence dancing up Saruhiko's spine as he threw knives and aura at his former friend and partner. But for once, Misaki clearly wasn't all the way into it, distracted, reflexes slightly slower, barely keeping up with Saruhiko's insults and jibes.

Can You Feel the Heat? (3565 words) by Remember When
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: K (Anime)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Suoh Mikoto/Yata Misaki
Characters: Yata Misaki, Suoh Mikoto
Additional Tags: first heat, Mating Cycles/In Heat, First Time, Loss of Virginity, Using Superpowers for Sex, Lap Sex, Size Difference, Fuck Or Die, Porn with Feelings, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Hand Jobs, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering
Summary:

He’d never imagined having Yata like this, never thought he’d be the one to have his first heat, not with Fushimi right there and pining desperately.

Received

Burning Bright (2124 words) by shadow_lover
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: K (Anime)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Fushimi Saruhiko/Yata Misaki
Characters: Fushimi Saruhiko, Yata Misaki
Additional Tags: Double Virgins, Desperate Arousal, First Time, Hand Jobs, Coming In Pants, Post-Coital Cuddling, Post-Anime Finale, Extra Treat
Summary:

Saruhiko clutches his wrist and thinks for one wild second that his aura has stabilized, but this is neither blue nor red nor green. This is just a word thudding through his veins: Misaki, Misaki, Misaki.

Tiger, Tiger (11843 words) by Mornelithe_falconsbane
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Akutagawa Ryuunosuke/Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
Characters: Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
Additional Tags: Bondage, Rough Sex, Praise Kink, Case Fic, Blood Play, Cuddling, Topping from the Bottom
Summary:

“You called me me Atsushi,” the tiger interrupted, staggering down the hall, one hand balancing himself against the painted steel wall. Claws tipped each finger, drawing discordant cries from the metal. “I heard you. Call me Atsushi again.”

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I’ve been quietly attempting to write a drabble a day along with my poem a day and on the averages, which is all I care about, it’s been happening. I’m also signed up for two exchanges and am attempting a rewatch of a series in the middle of a crazy amount of workload at work and the only thing I’ve been making steady progress on is scribbling away at an original story because I decided to try and write something every post on a certain comm.

So in short, win some, lose some.

I’ve also been easily sidetracked into watching AMVs when I’m trying to brace myself for some of the parts of the series I’m rewatching that I don’t like and I really need to stop doing that. Distraction is terrible.

So all that off my chest…

Guys, I have totally picked up two new fandom obsessions, mentioned before as K and Bungou Stray Dogs, and I don’t know why I loved Fate/ just about as much, but I can’t seem to get comfortable enough to write much in it. It’s easier to get into K and BSD and feel like I’m writing something worthwhile and even potentially in character and I’m just more obsessed with them than others.

I haven’t written meta yet, haven’t recced art or AMVs or even fic again, despite encountering many favorites, and most of my WIPs are still exactly that: WIPs. I haven’t even talked about all of my favorites with any one person.

I love the juggernauts, which makes it easy to ignore the fact that I’m not squeeing over all my favorites. So I’m going to stop and do a little bit of love here.

In the first season of K, my favorite characters were Kurou, Anna, Mikoto, and Yata with a surprising amount of love for the Awashima/Kusanagi relationship, a wholly expected amount of love for Anna & Mikoto as a gen relationship, and also a lot of love for Mikoto/Munakata. My oddball rarepair I kind of wanted was Kurou/Kukuri, and why she never became a member of the Silver Clan is beyond me. Then I watched the second series and the movie (in that order too, the wrong order, ugh). And guys, guys, guys, I came out loving and wanting so many more things, like Mikoto/Totsuka and all the Kurou and Yukari gen fic with poetry and sword-fighting and being a good big brother in all the wrong ways and goodness, I just want Seri and Izumo to get married and I want AU fic where Mikoto and Totsuka are married and raise Anna together and I’ll never get over all the UST and pining that would still be between Mikoto and Munakata and I don’t like cheating but ugh, they have destroyed my feels, and yes, I love Fushimi/Yata, don’t get me wrong, but by the end of the second season, I loved Shiro even, who I started out disliking and didn’t actually like until he started getting his real memories back and then only loved after the whole damocles healing scene, and him and the lieutenant and Klaudia make me cry as much as Tatara. I still cry most over Mikoto, but this is the most feelsy show for me ever.

So I kind of love everybody?

I also have a mostly written Awashima/Kusanagi fic that I ought to finish and post but I’m experiencing stage fright for both BSD and K, in that I haven’t read all the manga most fans have and I’m kinda terrified of getting characterization or precanon/postcanon stories wrong, but I also really want to write them.

It’s easier to post Fushimi/Yata and Double Black fic because they’re the juggernauts and really active with fannish content, but the rarer pairings have me a little more nervous. And I’m trying to write these fandoms for exchanges and late treats and just in general, and I’m trying to remind myself of what it was like when I first dove into writing X-Men fiction in media I was unable to consume readily, and I was a brave little thing back then. I’m not little anymore and I’m not really in the same mental space as when I was a teenager. I didn’t care then about almost anything. Now I do care, a lot.

Just some thoughts.

Also, for the record, I love Kyouka/Atsushi and Lucy/Atsushi and really need to write something for them. Just saying.

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I’ve been reading a ton of fic for BSD and K and watching tons of music videos and inhaling fanart. The easiest stuff to sort out a reclist though is fanfic, and I know someone on my flist actually shares the BSD fandom with me, so BSD it is. (Someone get into K with me. All the feels. After the first season, I was a weepy mess, and the second season was good too. It has issues, but it’s good, and feels.)

These are in no particular order, except potentially order read backwards, but they are ones that made my favorite and to be reread frequently list. My favorite character is Chuuya. That will probably be obvious.

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If I were a good girl, I’d give you all full-blown comments on each of these. They’re a mix of stuff, some fun, most angsty, a crossover with a fandom I don’t even know (I don’t care, the story is awesome, I didn’t need to know the other fandom, and Chuuya was perfect in it), a PacRim fusion with disabled to due to injury and just soooo good, and all of these are excellent in one way or another, whether it’s the perfect, heart-aching addition to canon or a delightful, warm your heart AU. I love them all.